Busy life.....work.....study......exam....

Feel sorry for not being updated my blog such a long long time.  oops.....i'm not a daily blogger anymore. 

Recently, I've changed my job and it seems like to change my life tooooooooo.........

Learning new things and it's quite challenging for the time being. Why am I saying like this? 

erm.........may be i'm having adaptation period towards my job.......study.........exam........ bla bla bla......

Besides, facing my health problem, very headache and a bit upset when receiving the "bad" news. Too many "bad" things happened in this year.......even my career, study, exam, family affairs.........

Feel tired and lost for a while.........sometimes........ I really don't wanna bother all those things. 

But somehow, I can't avoid it to be happened in my life??? Sometimes feel like wanna 

In fact, I'm not dared to undergo it. I just pretend that it's fine and not a big deal. I convince myself that I can overcome but mentally, it wasn't. If my health really turns to "worse", what will happen to the next? Really can't imagine it...........

I will cry when I'm alone.......thinking that...... Will it be my life ended in this way? ...... or Just begin another new journey for me again? Am I too pessimistic? ....... May be thinking too much....... May be it's a test for me..... So, I can grow stronger and tougher........ 

Where there's a will, there's a way......... I can DO it........to get rid of those "bad" things.........