Begin new life....

I've resigned.....lastly......now, it's time to set a new goal!!! ganbate!!! a jak a jak fighting!!! my e-biz.......

25th July 2008 was my last day at my previous company. Ended up my 2 years service at there......

May be it's time for me to take a short rest as I'm lost in my career path. Sounds funny, right? I do not have any idea why I turn to this weird attitude. yeah.....one of the reasons were my ex-boss. He is fussy boss than my previous bosses. Sometimes, he was so ridiculous and insane. Sometimes, he was so kind and.....I couldn't utter any good word to talk about him. Anyway, I was very disappointed.

I was the only sales & marketing personnel in this company. I've given so much effort to build up my career on it like searching for a new channel to promote our products and giving idea for e-commerce. Feeling suck when developing an e-commerce website. Felt regret to recommend my fatty's friend, Weng, to build up this website for him. We've been arguing for this as my boss couldn't confirm and I had to ask for permission to do such thing before I told him.

The boss hold his payment and said that whether I got commission. wth.....omg.....could you believe this??? What kind of boss like??? I swear.....I didn't take any commission from my friend. I was shocked to hear this message from my friend and my friend was going to cry because he was so sad to hear this and accuse me in a such way. This incident happened before CNY 2008.

Fed up. Fury. urghhh........feeling down on that night and after all. I think that my management and I couldn't build up any trust anymore between each other since such a boss could utter this kind of word. Feeling hurt and suck. "Does she get any commission from you"....

What's next? He pulled me out from sales & marketing and asked me to concentrate on e-store. That's mean......I will always base in office. It started in May. I've been sitting office about 2 months. Should I say thank you to him? If not, I won't start blogging again when I stopped blogging in 2006. It's been 2 years that I didn't update my blog. So, I started a new blog again as well as my domain. erm....should I apologize to him? never mind, it's over.

From surfing net, I found out about Google Adwords; which is pay per click advertising. Besides, I found out that some of bloggers can earn money from this kind of PPC advertising as well as pay per post. Whatever you post your reviews about product or service on your blog, you will get your paid from posting. Sounds like very interesting but I'm still exploring on it. haha......

At first, I thought Google Adwords mainly target for advertisers and I did not know that owner of a website can earn extra income by placing ads on a webpage. It's cool.....and very easy to do such setting. I'm trying for it and it seems like taking sometime to build up my own traffic. Is it Impossible Mission?

Actually, I love meeting up with people rather than sitting in office. I will get sick especially my buttock. haha.......Handling 2 projects at one time: blogging and managing e-store. But, I totally couldn't bear with it so.......gave my big envelope to my fussy bosses. May be it is his wish.

And now, it's time for me to start e-store for my own. I have to manage it within One month before to start my e-biz. Have to start from zero and learn from zero. I can do it........must take action.....sigh....headache....have to study an extremely thick e-book. gosh........!!!

oh...no....I have to design a logo....for my e-store.....S.O.S